December 8, 2009
hr ni rasa bebas.....~.O
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 10:42:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
December 5, 2009
bdan aku sakit2...~
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 6:02:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
November 29, 2009
sape kah aku????
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 5:16:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
October 30, 2009
in jasin...!!~~~
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 11:18:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
October 28, 2009
x thu ape nk jadi dgn hidup!
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 1:54:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
October 21, 2009
what a bad day
hurm...got to do a new thing...
but mind still thinking about yesterday...
how can i forget all those thing??
damn....
but to be frank, i dont want to get involve with people around me anymore..
really make my heart stunned and at the same time, hurt...
waaaaaa.... i'm so stressed out.. damn..!!
but dahhh!!! do i care?? of coz not....
in this world, there's no one that we can trust...
as for me, i do have friend that can make me feel comfortable...
dealing with all the shittsss around this campus,
i feel so miserable......
go to hell all that shitsss....
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 12:59:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
October 20, 2009
boleh blah laa...
aku x tahu k start cam ne...sakit giler hati nie...
aku pon tetiba rasa cam mlas nk citer...
ko fhm2 sendiri la...
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 8:09:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
August 31, 2009
i'm moving on..
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 3:11:00 PM 1 reply(ies)
Labels: friendship, happy, love
August 5, 2009
heart to be broken?? naaah..
its been like a years....i miss u so much..plz come back dear...love u so much..
i'm sorry that i hurt u inside...i know i'm wrong...i never been thinking about all this thing to happened because u r the one who love me and at the same time, i love u so...tonight, i'm confessed to u that i'm guilty ere...i dont suppose to act like that to u....i've been reaching u.....but u ignore me...y dear?
do u know how much i love u? if u ever read this, plz dear...i want our relations back like the way it should be....coz i;m dying without u....i'm suffering til u come back to me...i want u more than other things.......too important too sincere too loving.......u got all these...i dont want to loose it......
I'M SORRY....TIL DEATH I SHALL SEEK FOR UR FORGIVENESS..
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 12:09:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
July 12, 2009
a bad day of my days...
yesterday, plan ku nk ikut mama g piknik kat LA HOT SPRING ( kt tganu)..
x lah jauh sgt....tp meletihkan lah jugak...
so, bila dh smpai sana, mkn2 jap..aku dgn sis aku pergi lah rendam kan kaki kitorg kt kolam air panas tu...uissshhhh PANAS SIOT... xrela aku nk merebus kaki aku kt dlm tuh...ader kan, budak kecik kot....tgh berendam dlm kolam air panas tu...
HUIYO..GILA BERANI BUDAK NI....AKU PON KALAH SEYH..
actually, bukan first time aku dtg...hahhaa...dh dua 3 kali jugak....
so, bila dh lama x pergi, ader gak la rasa takut.... so, aku cuba berani kan diri...
aku masukkan kaki aku....MAK OOOIII, PANAS GILA. BOLEH MASAK KAKI AKU NI. SEDAP JUGAK MAKAN KAKI REBUS NI....(hehhe....fyi...aku bukan kanibal)....
pastu...dekat pukul 12 tghhari, rombongan bdk sekolah mama aku pon sampai...
budak2 tu ptg tahap kesteaman kaki aku....diorg pergi melompat beramai2 kt dlm kolam air panas tu....AKU CAKP.."WOI BUDAK, SAKIT LAH...."....
eish geram aku...terbantut niat aku nk meneruskan rendaman.... hati dan otak pon tgh menggelegak jugak time tuh....hahahah....kt sini xader lak pakwe2 hensem aku nk ushar....alar..dh bosan lah ader ramai pakwe ni...GILA POYO AKU NI...(sedar lah diri tuh sket....mcm ader je yg nk kn??)....ahhahhaha
so, aku main pulak kt bhgian bwh, tmpt budak2.... aku main kejar2 dgn adik aku....tetiba lutut aku terhentak kt satu btu....dpt lah bruises yg agak cun...SAKIT LA SAMDOL.....(aper kaitannye yer??" then, lepas penat aku main air yg xseberapa tuh, aku dgn sis aku pujuk mama aku...kitorg nk balik....bosan.....so, time nk balik, dh packing dh suma brg letak dlm bonet... so, kitorg nk balik pulak...
time nk balik ni, masa mama aku nk reverse tetibe, ter"reverse" over sgt....melanggar pokok kelapa sawit.....ADUS.MESTI PAPA AKU MENGAMUK NANTI...(HASILNYA= LAMPU PECAH. BUMPER BLKG PON PECAH).....
memg sampai je kat kelantan, jumpa bapak aku,..... mengamuk jugakkk.....tp kejap je....
huh.........penat dol menaip.....
malam pulak....ader satu lagi kejadin malang menimpa aku.......
JARI TGH TGN KANAN AKU TERSIAT KULITNYA SEPANJANG SATU INCI....DAN DARAH MASIH X BERHENTI.....aduh menyesal aku tutup tingkap mcm tuh....
tp, aku ni sejak awal thun ni, dh dihinggapi stu penyakit.....SUKA TGK DARAH YG MENGALIR ESPECIALLY DARAH SENDIRI, AND DEPAN MATA....
korg rasa patut ke aku jumpa psychatrist????(aku xreti eja lah)....
herm satu mlm aku tido berbalut jari aku....
huhuhu....aper lah malang nasib aku.??? dalm satu hari, dua kejadian malang menimpa diri aku.....
tp xaper.....aku happy....
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 9:10:00 AM 3 reply(ies)
July 2, 2009
the sorrowness deep inside of me....
lately asyik kena kacau je dgn num dia....gila aper???
eish aku x fhm langsung.....bila col, org lain yg cakp....
kalau dh rasa xnk ckp dgn aku, jgn suh org lain yg menyamar jd ko....
ada fhm???? PENGECUT...
aku dh bosan lah hidup dlm dunia ko....sebb nye dlm tuh, aku xpernah wujud....
now, ko rasa kan lah.... aku dh geram sgt dgn ko...
ingat!! once kite jumpa, ko ader org yg pertama aku ludah.....!!!
oh yeah....kalo lah ko bc kan pompuan....
ko amik lah yer mamat tuh......
aku xnk pengecut mcm dia.....walaupun aku penah sygkan ko, tp syg tu hnya sementara....buat aku meluat jer..
selama ni aku sabar, sbar je tunggu layan kerenah ko.....tp what can i say??
KO TUH PENGECUT.........DAN BLEH BLAH DR HIDUP AKU.....
INGAT!!! JGN BG AKU JUMPE KO....
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 9:48:00 PM 1 reply(ies)
June 23, 2009
best jgk hidup tanpa komitmen to someone..
skrg nie aku rasa bebas sgt....
dlm diari hidup aku skrg ni, dh xada mana2 insan yg istimewa...
aku rasa tersangat bebas... kapel x mendatg kan faedah bg aku....
yg ade cuma memeningkan kepala aku shj.. lebih baik hidup sorg2...
aper yg penting....berkawan itu lebih penting....
klo sebelum ni korg bc pasal bby tu...
well, he is nothing....
just a coward that dont deserve any woman.....
someone that dont have any principe in life....
sorry to say......he's already dead for me...(whether inside or outside)...
so planning aku skrg nie....XADA APA2.....HAHHAA...
selama ni aku minat nk jd arkitek......tp aku nk habiskn degree aku dulu.....then wat master tuk electronic and electric....after that, aku akan study lagi tuk jd arkitek.....tp yg arkitek ni aku akan blajar sambil kerja....
aku dh mantapkan minda aku.....aku akan realisasikan aper yg aku dh set dlm minda aku....!!
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 3:58:00 AM 5 reply(ies)
June 16, 2009
my pet...(guess what????)
ni gmbr haiwan kesayangan aku...
iaitu kura2@tortoise...
ni sume gmbr haiwan kesayangan aku....
iaitu KURA-KURA @ tortoise...
aku suka main dengan kura2 ni sbb diorg suka berlari....lebih kurang cam aktif gak lah..... chomel x kura2 aku....(ade mcm rupa aku x???? chomel kan???)
ader dua ekor taw.....
dulu ader lagi sekor tp dh mati sbb that time papa aku turun KL....so adik aku suh wat balik kelantan.....so dia dh mati time dlm keta.....kepanasan agaknya....lagipun yg tu memg lembap....
kesian kat dia....
urm....kura2 aku yg dua ekor ni x ada name lah....
aku tataw nk paggil kura2 nie aper....
so, korg ader cadangan x??
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 4:23:00 AM 4 reply(ies)
Labels: pet.
June 12, 2009
akhirnya....
bru hari ni aku dpt write a new post....
selama 2 hari aku di kL...giler....sampai cramp anggota bdn aku....
maner x nyer....
kelantan---usj---semenyih---usj---hukmcheras---shahalam(hicom)---usj---batucaves---MC---akhirnya kelantan....
kesian kt papa aku kena drive....takut gak aku....nk biarkan papa drive dlm keadaan penat....
aku dh nekad nk amik lesen kereta....
aku nk kumpul duit ...
senang skit.....
hurm penatnya....
aku bru je sampai lebih kurg dlm pukul 5 pg tdi...penat yg teramat....
papa ngan mama aku tgh tido...
aku pon akan tido jap lg........
alangkah bahagia nya....
aku nk tido .........
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 3:51:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
June 10, 2009
...cuti=bosan....
sejak aku cuti untk summer ni, aku asyik duk umah jer....
xada ape yg nk dibuat...kalo boleh, aku nk bekerja..tp parent aku lak x bg..
dh jd pemalas aku nie...eish..ape nk jdi dgn aku nie???
aper xtvt yg menarik untk dibuat dlm cuti ni yer???
korg ader idea aper2 x????
kalo boleh aku nk wat somthing yg berbaloi lah untuk di'spend'kan....
dh lah kt rumah ni xada member .... adoyai...
buhsan nyer....
any idea??
ley kongsi dgn aku x???
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 3:17:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
June 8, 2009
life.... more precious when we have something to be proud of...
skrg nie, aku rasa hidup aku dah ok....
cuma aku perlukan sesuatu yg boleh buat aku lupakan semua masalah...
neway, skrg ni aku tgh bersedia untuk ulangkaji balik....
nampknya aku perlukan masa utk belajar menilai semula prestasi aku....
dan juga pelajaran aku...
so, thanx kwan untk nasihat anda semua...
trimas jugak untuk teman2 dan shbt2 yg sentiasa ada di sisi ini.....
love u all...
aku x kan pernah lupakan kamu semua....
friends are more precious than lover...
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 9:01:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
June 6, 2009
the feelings when we hve been cheated....??
pd post yg nie, aku nk cerita rasa x puas hati aku terhdp makhluk Allah yg bernama lelaki....
apa rasa nye bila ditipu....sedangkan kite percaya kan dia sepenuh hati???
apa rasa nye menipu .... sedangkan kite tahu xada guna nye kalo kite menipu??
well, bg aku....
1) jgn percayakn seseorg sepenuh hati...aku ader tgk satu filem ni...
- it said that " trust everyone, but dont trust the devil inside them"...
2) pedih nye rasa bila ditipu.... bila hati ini sakit..... perlukan masa untk mengubat nye....
3) seteruk mana pon diri kita apabila menipu, teruk lagi hati ini yg terpaksa menanggung deritanya...
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 11:55:00 AM 5 reply(ies)
May 17, 2009
hahhaa....exam lagiii..!!!!!!!!!!
naper la kena ader exam
kalo xader exam, xleh jumper ngan bby....
ni xleh jadi.......
msti kena jumper bby gak
nk jugak
xkire
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 2:23:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
May 15, 2009
too many things happened.....
huhuhuhu...ader hal nk kena settle kt balai polis nie....
kes hri tuh belum settle lagi....
hurm kena tarik balik lagi kes...
tu lah saper suh gatal2 g wat report??(pandai sgt kan??)
leps ni kena tulis surat utk penguatkuasa undang2 pulak...
kena naik mahkamah jugak rasanye....
arghhh......susah nyer hidup nie.....
sebb tolong syg only for this time...
cant live without u....( coz i love u so much )...
nanti kita g sama2 taw....
penat nyer....
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 9:11:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
April 16, 2009
what a disaster!!!~~
huhuhu.... tgh struggle untk report nie...tido pon x cukup....
penat yg teramat.... dh la rindukan si dia...
miss u so much abg....
love u so much.....
tp kerja bykkk la....
dh nk final lgi ni....
kena submit semua report.....
gila lahhh.....
test.....exams.....report.....
plus all equals to tesamport......
kah333.....
ntah pape....
nk mengarut je lah nie.....
hihihi
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 7:16:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
April 9, 2009
time to remember..n regret...
bila teringt balik masa sekolah dlu2, memg best....
rasa menyesal knp la x buat btul2 dulu.... kalo dulu, xbyk benda kita kena fikr...kita just chill and enjoy je hidup ni...tp makin kite dewasa, byk perkara yg berlaku... byk perkara yg kta x tahu ape kesudahannya nanti.... ni lah hidup kita skrg....
bila kita dh matang, akhirnya kita akan tahu jugak siapa diri kta.... ape kite pernah wat silap atau tidak.... semua nyer dh terjadi dlm hidup setiap manusia... no one is perfect.. for GOD sake... cuma insan yg sempurna saje yg gembira menikmati hidup ni.... kekdg kan insan spti kita ni, x boleh menerima kegagalan diri sendiri...x boleh menerima org lain selayaknya...x boleh menilai kebaikan seseorg itu.... aku pon pernah wat kesilapan yg sama..... tp aku sedar.... skrg...hidup ni lebih bermakna bile kita dh ader matlamat, bile kita dh hlg sesuatu yg berharga.....
FRIENDSHIP......
fikir kn lah.... kwn, teman atau shbt???
pilih lah seseorg ..... setiap manusia tu kalo boleh, nk everything is perfect depan mata.....
for those yg aku dh pernah kecewakan, i'm sorry.....even bukan face to face, but i'm sincere.....
when we lost someone or something yg amat berharga..... kita akan rasa kosong.....
mmg skrg ni aku rasa kosong... jd, aku fikir ape yg patut aku buat dgn idup aku??
adakah aku nk macam ni selama nya???
sejauh mana kah aku mampu bertahan untk hidup mcm nie???
skrg aku x ada jawapan untk semua itu........
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 7:39:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
April 8, 2009
ketidakpuasan hati tahap melampau....
dlm dunia ni ader byk benda yg kita x puas hati.... x kisah lah benda ape skalipun...somehow, benda ni buat jiwa kita kacau...n meracau...sama jugak dlm relationship...( even friendship pon mcm ni )....
well, diz year kan, byk perkara yg berlaku....and at the same time, that person doesnt realized it at all.... naper??? pernah x kita luangkan masa, berfikir tentang keadaan sekeliling kita... no one ever done it rite?? well, myb there's someone who done that...
diz year, aku duduk sebilik dgn mmber aku...well at the beginning memg baik lah...but later on, aku rasa cm menyampah pulak...ntah lah...mybe sbb dia suka take advntges on people...as a roommate rite, we r supposed to be understndable between us... tp knp dia buat x tahu jer??? knp everything kn, aku je yg kena buat... aku bsan sgt...pernah jugak hati ni memberontak...marahkan dia....ntah lah...somehow.... aku geram sgt dgn diorg nie.....
knp kita x nk cuba fhm diri org lain yer??? memg lah if korg kenal aku, korg akn tahu aku ni org yg mcm maner. aku ni org yg very open minded.... caring terhdp semua perkara yg berlaku di sekeliling aku... knp rumate aku ni x leh nk fhm aku nie mcm maner??? kita dh tinggal sebilik...sepatut nya sama2 buat lah.... bilik bersepah...sampah tuh bkn smph aku, sampah ko, tp knp x nk tolong buang hah??? berat sgt ker?? susah sgt yer??? pernah x ko terfikir???
ok bathroom. kita ni pompuan..knp x nk cuci when dh kotor.. kn x selesa nk mandi?? come on...kta x sama mcm lelaki... kita pompuan...kenp rumah ni kita x leh jaga sama2....tukar mane2 yg patut... x leh ker??? myb kt rumah ko sendiri ko x buat semua tu, tp jgn lah ingt ader org yg nk tolong cucikan untuk ko.... byk lemak ko ni..... herm dh lah aku dh penat...
harap2 one day ko bc lah jgak blog aku nie.....
sekian, wsalam
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 8:39:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
April 6, 2009
cinderella might b shocked!!!
Sure, there are some pretty stupid criminals out there. Yet this excerpt from a Washington Post article proves that not all criminals are dumb – in fact, some are so clever that the Post labeled this article, "The Best Comeback Line Ever"
In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, a 22-year-old white male, resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch at 11:38 p.m. on Friday.
Lawrence will be charged with lewd and lascivious behavior, public indecency, and public intoxication at the Gwinnett County courthouse on Monday.
The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to stop. "You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around here for miles. At least I thought there wasn't," he stated in a phone interview.
Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, Picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purposes, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his need. "I guess I was just really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment.
In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett County police car approaching and was unaware of his audience until Officer Brenda Taylor approached him. "It was an unusual situation, that's for sure," said Officer Taylor. "I walked up to (Lawrence) and he's... just working away at this pumpkin."
Taylor went on to describe what happened when she approached Lawrence. "I just went up and said, 'Excuse me sir, but do you realize that you are screwing a pumpkin?' He froze and was clearly very surprised that I was there, and then looked me straight in the face and said, 'A pumpkin? Darn...is it midnight already?"
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 11:43:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
its funny!!! duhh??
"A mother was taking a shower when her2 year old son came into the bathroom and wrapped himself in toilet paper. Although he made a mess, he looked adorable, so she ran for my camera and took a few shots. They came out so well that she had copies made and included one with each of their Christmas cards. Days later, a relative called about the picture, laughing hysterically, and suggesting that she take a closer look. Puzzled, the mother stared at the photo and was shocked to discover that in addition to her son, she had captured her reflection in the mirror wearing nothing but a camera!"
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 11:37:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
March 13, 2009
nak tercabut tulang2
minggu nie kinda busy... first time ak join sport weeks kt nottingham nie. cam cibai pon ader gak...
hurm .... penat siot... yg paling bengang nyer... team ak dpt tempt ke4...
hrm last minit nyer training.. somemore...kena lak satu team ngan dak basket..,..pergh
boleh bygkan x mcm maner bercelaru nye team aku...
lagi stu , time main ref plak bias...mcm diode lak...spattnye forward bias ni x...g reverse bias lak
patut lah graf nyer pon x lawa..( cis ape kejadah nye kaitan diode ngan game...) tp nk wat cam maner.....terpksa terima jugak ah kekalahan nie...(gila pasrah) hahaha...
aku geram ngan satu team ni....rase nk langgar je suma org... yg paling ak xthn ngan mnah sorg nie
bajet teror siot.... mcm ko sorg reti main...ngat ko tu leh lead org ker?? jgn duk mimpi lah....kerja pon malas nk buat...cam celaka lah.(geram tahap gban nk mampus nk mati)...
tp terubt gak kekecewaan ak bila sorg mamt nie dtg
wahhh
miss ur face so much....even ko dh ader awek... ceh....memg gaya player lah ak nie... sabar2 .....
masih muda lagi.... kih3....
so lepas 2 kali fight, ak dh penat giler nie
ader ke g wat semis mlm tu jgk...bapak penat siot....cuba teka pukul baper??
eish2 xdpt ak bygkan macm maner.....
tulang2 ak rasa cm nk tercabut jer....
gila kan....????
otot2 ak suma sakit...kecian kt otot aku terkena kejutan budaya plak...
kah3
hurm report lak byk..... memg x best hidup sem nie
tp aku kena kuat semangt
....mesti berusaha
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 12:53:00 AM 0 reply(ies)
February 27, 2009
p.a.t.a.h.h.a.t.i.
hri ni lebih sial bg aku...
aku kena pksa benda yg aku x suka buat..
aku benda kena heret ke sana ke mari
mcm lembu jer
pasal semalam jugak
yg aku pegi gatal tgn menaip mesej mcm tuh kt pompuan tuh naper....
eish tp aku sbenarnya nk sgt pompuan tahu....biar xde lah rasa bersalah sgt dlm diri aku
tp apsal pompuan tuh bodoh sgt...mesej mcm tuh stil lagi x fhm ker???
kalo diikutkan hati
dh lama aku sepak je pompuan mcm tuh
nasib baik ader ank dia
eish kalo x kn
dh lama aku xsabar....
nak jer aku terkam jantan ...
nk je aku kerat2 jantan tuh.....
huh...
bru puas hati aku!!!!!!!!
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 10:38:00 PM 1 reply(ies)
February 26, 2009
h.u.r.m.r.e.s.u.l.t.k.u
yesterday bru lepas g amik result...
betapa kecewa nye...result aku hancus n hangus...
hurm kecewa yg teramat sgt....
yesterday jugak mcm hri paling malang lah....
nk main netbal pon x dpt....hujan..
tgk dodgebal pon team malaysia leh kalah....
not fair....
pastu smlm jugak mcm byk krisis...
byk giler benda yg bes jadi semalam .....
huhhuhuhuhhuuuhuhuu
tp yesterday jugak
papa dtg sini....dpt borak ngn papa kjap pon jdi lah .....
lagipun dh lama x balik umah......
terubat lah sikit rindu.....huhuhuuuh
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 9:22:00 PM 0 reply(ies)
February 25, 2009
w.u.t.a.d.a.y
hay all..
first day blogging...
dun noe what to write...
but today...
full day of lab...
i'm stuck in the air conditioning...
damn ....frozen...
huhuhu
i'm getting my result for last sem exam...
so nervous...
but myb i'm going to get heart attack
for sure mu result would be damn horrible....
posted by ~w.a.w.a~ at 4:12:00 PM 1 reply(ies)